A Mothers Love

You've carried us inside your womb for 9months
When we first witnessed the world you were there
You've watched us when we took our first step
We could imagine your happy face at that moment
You were there during our first fall
You've offered us your loving arms so we will not cry

You've pushed us up during our down time
A gently kiss that could remove those sad face
A caring touch that can take away all those fears
We thank God for giving us a mother that was extraordinary
A mother who's love has no boundaries
Someone who can understand our tears and calm our fears

You've never failed to show us your love
We're are wealthy because we have you
Your tender care that makes our day
Thanks for giving us this gift of life

Mama thank you for the guidance you bestowed on us
For showing us the right path and for believing on what we've got
You will always be the most precious stone on earth
You're not just a mother but a best-friend we've known
And a Mother's steadfast love and sent from God above


Happy Mother's Day
ILOVEYOU MAMA....mwah

=mikai21=
08-05-2010

Forest of Pain ©

In-front of me was an old abandoned forest
It looks haunted, you would think that bad spirits were all over the place
I could see the darkness that covers the woods
As the wind blew at the back of my head
I could hear a screaming sounds
I'm running out of time
There's no way out but this dark forest
I need to pass through this
Though fear was all in me I moved my feet forward
I hurdled the first line of the driftwood
I continued running as I heard a crying voice
I stopped for a moment hoping to find the origin of that voice
I walked guardedly, I can feel my body shaking
For the nth time I heard a voice crying
Darkness started to cover the forest
I ran as fast as I could
I felt the tears as the thorn cuts my skin
I tried to ignored them
I stayed focus and continued to run
As if I was a finalist of a race
Eagerness to escape from woods that cries
I'm almost there I could see some lights
People stares me as reached the end of the woods
I was puffing, I lay down on the ground
Looking on those cuts that was brought by the thorns
I wiped the tears from the cuts
I felt pain but its quite tolerable
Grateful that I was able to pass those obstacles inside the forest
but then I need to heal those cuts
I turned my back..I paused for minute
and made a final vow to the dark forest


mikai21™

April 20, 2010
1:20pm-1:57pm

a lost shadow

A Lost Shadow ©

 
I've found a lost shadow underneath a desert sun
She was struggling to seek for shelter but failed to find one
A thousand of attempt had been made but then continuous failure awaits at the end
I looked at her from afar as she kneeled down her knees
I could even see her tears as it falls down on her cheeks


the shadow sat down on the midst of the desert sand
Seems she was waiting for someone to lend her a hand
I walked near beside her and asked for her name
I tried to offer my hand for her to get up
but she refused to answer me back and she didn't even looked up


I moved in a place where she can't notice me
I don't want to lost her from my sight
As I watched her, question started mumble
Why can't I leave that shadow alone?
Why i'm so fond of that shadow?
I started collecting my thoughts
Figuring things out why that shadow looks familiar


Suddenly the shadow stood up
I remembered her moves it reminds me of someone
She walks towards me with a smile
silently the shadow held my hands as she whispered to my ears
"I miss you"



mikai21™

Im Done

I had loved you more than I thought I could
But that love was enough to caused me too much pain
I was liked an abandoned child when you left
Stuck in the corner and trying to hide my tears

I'm tired of being a so-called emo
I feel pity for myself
I'm sick of begging for love
I'm a fragile human so easy to break
yet hard to rearrange

I will no longer believe anyone
I'll play deaf everytime I'll hear something unnecessary
I'll act as blind for me not to see anything that would hurt me
You'll no longer hear any words from me I'll keep silent
From now on i will be a paralyzed

I had reached beyond my limit
Enough of my foolishness
You win, you made me collapse
This would be the last


IM DONE....

mikai21

I lied

I lied when I say that I'm not missing you
coz the fact is I'm missing you badly
I lied when I say I don't think of you
when the truth is you're always at the back of my head
my heart has its own way of remembering you
I lied when I say I don't love you anymore
I do still love you, you've occupied every surface of my heart


I even lied to myself when I say I was over you
No matter how hard I tried to move away from you
I always failed, as if something is pulling me back
Nothing had changed, the love it was still the same
it even grow more each day

Questions starts babbling on my head
How can one person that I haven't meet occupied my heart and mind?
Why am I standing still when I knew I would lost this fight?
Will my love be enough as my weapon?

one day hero

I wish I can be a hero for a day
So I can save you from despair
Overwrite those unnecessary thoughts on your mind
Replace your sadness with happiness
I'll erase your pain and sorrow
I wish i can put smile on your face
I would hold your hand and whisper to your ears that everything will be fine




But it doesn't mean i will own you
I just wanted to be your one day hero

strike out

I'm not missing you
I don't think of you
I don't even dream of you






and above all
I don't love you.