Dream

Along the way going to nowhere
I took a sleep for an hour
My body is already asleep
but then my mind is wide awake
Preoccupied with your thoughts
On my way i know i have to wake up
but still i tried not to open my eyes
For I know tears will surely fall
I want to sleep a lifetime at that very moment
coz that's the only place where I can be with you..in my dreams


saddest part I still have to wake up
And face this cruel world

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Darkroom

 I was alone in a dark room for so long
Seeking for some light
I found an opened door
I hurried up towards that door
But when i was about to go out
Somebody shut the door
Now i'm stuck in this empty dark room







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missing the rain

I miss the beauty of the rain

Watching its' synchronized  movement is like a piece of art

Every drop is like a music to my ears

Like a sweet lullaby that I love to hear

I miss dancing with the rain

The graceful moves that I used to follow

Remembering how it touches my skin

Those tingling touch that makes me shiver

I miss the joyous feeling that brought by the rain

How it refresh my preoccupied mind

It seems so magical and mysterious

Fascinated by every drop that falls

I miss sharing moments with the rain

Laughter and crying moments that we used to share

I miss it's company

When will I see the rain fall again?

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Girl Inside

Girl Inside

There's a girl in me that wanted to come out

She was a prisoner of my image for so long

I built a huge cage and trapped her inside me

She was screaming but then I played deaf

That girl is trying to sneak sometimes

But I was so selfish I didn't let her out

I tried to hide her as much as I could

Still eager to see the outside world

She was alone in a dark room 

Trying to seek for some light

That girl is tired of being a so-called emo

She was waiting for someone to unleash her

SADNESS and PAIN was been her bestfriend for quite long

Time to introduce HAPPINESS that has been stranger to her

Now I'm releasing this girl that been a shadow of my disguise

Your free to come out now, the world is waiting for you.

mikai21

unarmed soldier

I was unarmed soldier when I came on a battle still eager to fight wholeheartedly,

but as I looked around I was the only one fighting

trying to win a battle though I know there's no chances of winning.

Now time has come for this soldier to surrender and drop the only weapon she had,

she's now wounded aching with too much pain and continuously bleeding.

Love wasn't enough to save me from this battle. I came to realized that no one can win a battle alone.

I'm no loser but then I lost.

Resting

Letting this love die a natural death
Forgetting the air that he used to breathe
Somehow this love will surely subside
But it’s still my decision and I need to decide

Now I have enough reason to let go
Enough reason not to look back
I know which way to go now
Without nothing holding me back

Time to wipe away tears on my cheeks
Drop all memories and try not reminisce
I’ll make my move one step at time
While singing the song “Better in Time”

I need to give my heart a break
I overused it and there’s a lot of repairing to make
Rest now my dear heart, heal every scar you’ve got
Wake up whenever you want and give your best shot

mikai21

Tears

My eyes has been quite busy
Carrying heavy tears that keeps on falling
Wishing that every tear drop falls will lessen the pain
I wanted it not to fall but couldn't control it

I've been crying a million tears for so long
Hoping there's a way i can stop it
When will i get tired of crying?
Coz im quite sick and tired

Tears keep on falling like a river flow
while mesmerizing the love and pain I had gone through
Wiping away tears on my face
Trying not to leave any remarkable trace

My eyes needs a rest for now
Coz I know she's also in pain like me
Liter of tears is enough for this day
Maybe, or just maybe tomorrow there'll be no more tears will fall from my eyes

mikai21