Rain oh rain

I need the rain just like a dried land needs it
And cry under the rain so that no one will notice my tears
My eyes can no longer hold the weight of pain
That even my knees are starting to shake I can't control my body
I wanted to kneel down, this pain is unbearable
I was like in a comatose stage
Silently sleeping but continuously bleeding

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sunset

I was here standing still with eyes locked straight to the sun
The beauty of the sunset was so perfect, it doesn't happen everyday
As i watched the sunset tears suddenly fall down to my cheeks
I tried to wipe it out but couldn't stop it from falling
While staring the sunset I remembered you
You're like a sunset and I was the day
You said goodbye but then you left me with sweet memories
As the sun made a final vow on this day it made me cry harder
I have to wait for tomorrow or the day after tomorrow just to witness a perfect sunset again

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Dream

Along the way going to nowhere
I took a sleep for an hour
My body is already asleep
but then my mind is wide awake
Preoccupied with your thoughts
On my way i know i have to wake up
but still i tried not to open my eyes
For I know tears will surely fall
I want to sleep a lifetime at that very moment
coz that's the only place where I can be with you..in my dreams


saddest part I still have to wake up
And face this cruel world

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Darkroom

 I was alone in a dark room for so long
Seeking for some light
I found an opened door
I hurried up towards that door
But when i was about to go out
Somebody shut the door
Now i'm stuck in this empty dark room







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missing the rain

I miss the beauty of the rain

Watching its' synchronized  movement is like a piece of art

Every drop is like a music to my ears

Like a sweet lullaby that I love to hear

I miss dancing with the rain

The graceful moves that I used to follow

Remembering how it touches my skin

Those tingling touch that makes me shiver

I miss the joyous feeling that brought by the rain

How it refresh my preoccupied mind

It seems so magical and mysterious

Fascinated by every drop that falls

I miss sharing moments with the rain

Laughter and crying moments that we used to share

I miss it's company

When will I see the rain fall again?

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Girl Inside

Girl Inside

There's a girl in me that wanted to come out

She was a prisoner of my image for so long

I built a huge cage and trapped her inside me

She was screaming but then I played deaf

That girl is trying to sneak sometimes

But I was so selfish I didn't let her out

I tried to hide her as much as I could

Still eager to see the outside world

She was alone in a dark room 

Trying to seek for some light

That girl is tired of being a so-called emo

She was waiting for someone to unleash her

SADNESS and PAIN was been her bestfriend for quite long

Time to introduce HAPPINESS that has been stranger to her

Now I'm releasing this girl that been a shadow of my disguise

Your free to come out now, the world is waiting for you.

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unarmed soldier

I was unarmed soldier when I came on a battle still eager to fight wholeheartedly,

but as I looked around I was the only one fighting

trying to win a battle though I know there's no chances of winning.

Now time has come for this soldier to surrender and drop the only weapon she had,

she's now wounded aching with too much pain and continuously bleeding.

Love wasn't enough to save me from this battle. I came to realized that no one can win a battle alone.

I'm no loser but then I lost.