strike out

I'm not missing you
I don't think of you
I don't even dream of you






and above all
I don't love you.

hmmp

I'm trying not to think of you






but at the end of day





it was still YOU....




I can't sleep again, you're in every corner of my head
But I need to sleep whether I like it or not I need to
I'll just put in my mind that I'm the only one thinking
and that you can't even remember my name
maybe it would help somehow

drop

I will drop the last piece of my broken heart
I'll try not to shed a tear each time my heart remember you
I won't call your name again every time I'm having a nightmare
I'll drop the remaining hopes that leave in my heart
I'll try not to remember you in the midst of my day dreaming

Tonight I'll try to drop my last tears for you
not because i don't love you
it's just this love was overwhelming
that i couldn't handle it anymore
This kind of love makes me weak
I'm no good when it comes to it

I'll take a one big step away from you
I will not look back ,try not give you any glimpse
just let this tears fall as I walk away
I will not listen to my hearts command this time
I'll let my mind do the talkin'




Time to DROP the last 3 words....I LOVE YOU

i did

and I need to drop this feeling here...

Thank you


I fell inlove with you when I was fragilely-human
Every emotions I showed was true, I wasn't faking





The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

---if you ever did loved me, even if it wasn't true

ONE BIG STEP

I can't stand pretending that I'm doing ok
I hate to giggle when inside of me is bleeding
I'm still in pain, yes you read it right
And your presence is like a shadow that keeps on haunting me
I've come up with this decision
but have no idea if it will make me feel better, i hope so.
I've think of this for so many times
and after collecting enough reasons
It's time for me to take a ONE BIG STEP away from you.

Space

Sometimes I get laughed of whats happening in my life. It's like a Dejavu, same scenario with different characters. People I trust start lying to me but then despite of what they've done I can't start hating them. I don't even want to leave my life full of hates. And hating them wouldn't even make me feel better after-wards. What I always do I just bend my knees and cry, that's how stupid I am when someone start hurting me.


My mind is pre-occupied with unwelcome thoughts. I couldn't think of what to do.I need space and try to refresh my polluted mind.

Year end Heartache

Year 09 was such a big blast
My life is like a rollercoaster ride
Full of surprises, unpredictable one
Just in time before the year ends
We decided to end our story
It was the most heartbreaking moment of the year
My heart is like a fireworks thrown into the sky
Scattered all over the place
I know i have to pick it up on my own
But i'm too weak to put back everything into places
Tears continued to fall, im like a child lying on the ground
Feeling so helpless, seeking for someone to cling on
As I realized I was alone, no one is there to pull me up
Heartaches starts to flashed back into my memory
I screamed coz of the pain, it's like I was stabbed my knife
My heart is aching and she's crying inside
This world is so harsh, life has been so complicated
Time for me to have a break, and buried my heart that has been badly broken

I run unto HIM but i never question HIM about my suffering
my only refuge WHO's always been there every time I fall
GOd let may lay down unto your shoulder, your little girl is so tired

Iloveyou

mikai21

My Hero

I was in despair when you found me
I stayed at the corner so you won't noticed me
I tried to locked every door for you not to come in
But you was so eager to save me


You were like a superhero in the movie
Saving a girl who's been crying like a baby
You don't have that powers like the comic super heroes
But you owned a special power, you've ripped off my sadness


Now i do believed that hero really exist
You were the most admirable hero I've ever met
I feel safe just by the words you uttered
Your aura was too powerful,
Just like a metal shield...protecting me from being hurt


Time has come that the hero needs to go
and save other who needs him the most
A unique superhero that's what you are
Thanks for saving me, hope our path will cross again someday

mikai21