After a day without a word from him, finally he was able to speak up, he feel sorry for hurting me. But that sorry will not change anything, the whole me is already damaged, the word sorry will not heal the pain. I wished I could learn to hate him but I can't. I still love him despite of what he did and I was so stupid. I've been loving a person who did nothing but hurt me. Forgetting the love i have for him is such a hard thing to do.
I want to sleep a hundred years just to escape the harshness of life, the sad part i still have to wake up. But then even in my dream i was crying, the pain still lingering throughout my system ,no way to run away from this. I wish I could go back to the time when the only man in my life was my dad, the only bestfriend I had was my mom, and any pain can easily be healed by just a bandaid and lollipop but I know I can't. I have no choice but to face it or else it will break me.
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