Last night was one of the most hardest part of my life, sleepless night an hours of crying, this kind of pain is unbearable . Wishing not to wake up today but I failed I was able open my eyes with dried tears on my cheeks. As I open my eyes I was searching for something my mind keeps to wander. Collecting my thoughts recalling every painful truth that surprised me last night. I thought what happened last night is just a nightmare but the sad truth it wasn't a nightmare everything was real, the pain and tears. It seems like I'm in a comatose stage I couldn't move my body, I don't want to move away from my bed not even to see the sunlight. I wanted to run away from this pain but it keeps on haunting me. For all those years I've been loving the wrong person at the wrong time, everything was wrong except for one thing "the love". Though I don't know where and how to start I have to face a new day without him in my life. Everything will be different from this day on no more "YOU" to call, no more sweet nothings. How i wish there still strength left in me to face another day without the guy I've been wanting for so long, for I know I couldn't have him anymore that everything I was dreaming about us will remain a dream forever and will never come true. I have to let go of this feeling now coz i need to. I don't know what will happen the day after this.
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